Addendum 4-23-12. I have rated teachers 1-10 based on heart and wisdom. ShantiMayi cannot be rated, is beyond any measure, and uncontainable. The satguru is beyond transcendental wisdom and the Great Heart. The 12 years away was just another step in the preparation to receive my teacher.
sm invites comments on the StarrMedia site.
THE TEXT: sm - recognize keys embedded here - negations we assert in our lives - 2012 is an important year (Mji said also) for all beings - balance between light and dark. If you have insights, write and they can be posted on Starr Media. People really participated in this intensive in India.
42:2 “MY MASTER SPOKE THUS TO ME. HE SAID, ‘MIRYAM sm - means prophetess in Hebrew), BLESSED ARE YOU WHO CAME INTO
BEING BEFORE COMING INTO BEING (reincarnation)(Mji visitd a saint when he was young many times but then had a family, business etc, visited a guru Baba Kurunandji only for his stomach, when mji saw guru he put his head to his feet and rec his true nature) , AND WHOSE EYES ARE SET UPON THE KINGDOM, WHO
FROM THE BEGINNING HAS UNDERSTOOD AND FOLLOWED MY TEACHINGS.(she could hear him and activate his words in her life. she wanted to go to the depths of spirit) ONLY FROM THE
TRUTH I TELL YOU,(the truth is vast and ungraspable yet experiencable - cant "tell the truth" only from) jw - again, the words) THERE IS A GREAT TREE WITHIN YOU THAT DOES NOT CHANGE, (all the changes we might experience like a screen of a movie, all encompassing, a fundamental mind or intelligence which is stable) SUMMER
OR WINTER, AND ITS LEAVES DO NOT FALL. (always alive and vital) WHOSOEVER LISTENS TO MY WORDS AND ASCENDS
TO ITS CROWN WILL NOT TASTE DEATH, BUT KNOW THE TRUTH OF ETERNAL LIFE. (words of the gnanis directs you back into that which will never change. Beyond body, all undivided)
42:3 THEN HE SHOWED ME A VISION (she was attuned to him, he could take her into his awareness) IN WHICH I SAW A GREAT TREE THAT SEEMED TO REACH
UNTO THE HEAVENS; AND AS I SAW THESE THINGS , HE SAID, ‘THE ROOTS OF THIS TREE ARE IN
THE EARTH, WHICH IS YOUR BODY. THE TRUNK EXTENDS UPWARD THROUGH THE FIVE
REGIONS OF HUMANITY TO THE CROWN, WHICH IS THE KINGDOM OF THE SPIRIT.
42:4 THERE ARE EIGHT GREAT BOUGHS UPON THIS TREE (8 levels) AND EACH BOUGH BEARS ITS OWN
FRUIT, WHICH YOU MUST EAT IN ALL ITS FULLNESS. (have compassion, love, humility, etc - be alive in that, really put that fruit in the body) jw fulfill the experiences AS THE FRUIT OF THE TREE IN THE GARDEN
CAUSED (wheel of cause and effect, duality, man and woman, etc, karma) ADAM AND CHAV’VAH (eve) TO FALL INTO DARKNESS, SO THIS FRUIT WILL GRANT TO YOU
THE LIGHT OF THE SPIRIT THAT IS ETERNAL LIFE. (a great teaching, error or benefit, either you remain blinded on wheel or ascend) BETWEEN EACH BOUGH IS A GATE AND A
GUARDIAN WHO CHALLENGES THE UNWORTHY WHO TRY try means they cant do it TO PASS. (specific clear wording - trying is a self judgment, means you wont - unworth - eg in India it is so clear but when we go home - Mji sent SM back into the world, she didnt like it but did because he told her, and her resolve was tested.
42:5 THE LEAVES AT THE BOTTOM OF THE TREE ARE THICK AND PLENTIFUL, SO NO LIGHT
PENETRATES TO ILLUMINATE THE WAY. BUT FEAR NOT, FOR I AM (is) THE WAY AND THE LIGHT,(u have everything within to pass through - cant depend on anyone else to do it) (when a disciple used to go to a MAster sincere hearted, sm has seen that people who come are sincere and true, must recognize that somebody helps get u on your feet but you cant depend on anyone - the Master is to say you can do this on ur own - the disciple used to be shaaped like the pot - now it doesnt happen, people flit from place to place, often we want master or guru to say what we want them to say so we feel comfortable - (jw - wants a traditional master - disciple relationship, recognize from sm in my past and from flitting) AND
I TELL YOU THAT, AS ONE ASCENDS THE TREE, THE LEAVES THAT BLOCK ONE FROM THE LIGHT
ARE FEWER, (is possible to see more clearly) SO IT IS POSSIBLE TO SEE ALL MORE CLEARLY. THOSE WHO SEEK TO ASCEND (he is pulling her up to ascend. all is within you, you have the keys, fear not for YOU ARE the way, and the light. flying above as an eagle, can see picture)
MUST FREE THEMSELVES OF THE WORLD. (understand this is an imperm realm, your heart is open, mind is clear) jw - let go of attachments, fears, desires IF YOU DO NOT FREE YOURSELF FROM THE WORLD, (the problem is not the illusion, its the delusion)
YOU WILL DIE IN THE DARKNESS THAT IS THE ROOT OF THE TREE. (the karmic wheel, BUT IF YOU FREE YOURSELF,
YOU WILL RISE AND REACH THE LIGHT THAT IS THE ETERNAL LIFE OF THE SPIRIT.’(no coming, no going, just transformation of the great cosmic energy, totality...not foreign or fearful..we can experience it now)
42:6 AND AS HE SAID THESE THINGS, I FELT MY SOUL ASCEND AND SAW THE FIRST GREAT BOUGH
THAT BEARS THE FRUIT OF LOVE AND COMPASSION, THE FOUNDATION OF ALL THINGS. AND I
KNEW THAT BEFORE YOU CAN EAT OF THIS FRUIT AND GAIN ITS NOURISHMENT, YOU MUST BE
FREE OF ALL JUDGMENT AND WRATH. WHEN YOU HAVE FREED YOURSELF OF THESE BURDENS,
YOU MAY EAT OF THE FRUIT AND SO GAIN THE LOVE AND COMPASSION THAT WILL ALLOW YOU
TO PASS THE FIRST OF SEVEN GUARDIANS. AND I HEARD THE VOICE OF THE LORD OF WRATH
CALLING TO ME, BUT I DENIED HIM AND HE HAD NO PART IN ME. (a key. she felt inspired and expanded and saw 1st bough - there are many people waking up - i love it - our preferences become thinner - for me they become burdensome even if thin - i lay down any like or dislike fast - otherwise become encumbered - u can be clear and feel the immediate burden of wanting it another way, and wrath - sm cant help loving, is the fundamental of everything, is true in everyone, see that were all walking here and are here to learn because we have somehow been pulled into the experience of duality - not a matter of dual or nondual, matter of total - we forget that the found of all is love and comp...difference btwn judging and discernment - (jw discrimination and discernment) discerning mind sees anything can change any moment - important to discern but dont judge yourself at all. the lord of W wanted her to be angry, to stop her, to see her suffer)
42:7 SO I SAW MY SOUL ASCEND AGAIN AND HE SHOWED ME THE SECOND GREAT BOUGH,
WEIGHED DOWN WITH THE FRUIT OF WISDOM AND UNDERSTANDING.sso weighed down with food for the soul, AND I SAW THAT BEFORE
YOU CAN TASTE OF ITS BOUNTY, YOU MUST BE FREE OF ALL IGNORANCE AND INTOLERANCE. (all of these are steps that lead to the next step, and involve the step before it) people get caught in the stories. be aware people are on the planet doing the same thing as you, is also an expression of divine intelligence. ignorance is tolerated
the way is easy for he who has no preference. u will see when u arent compassionate, u will feel it, and not cultivate it,
the way is easy for he who has no preference. u will see when u arent compassionate, u will feel it, and not cultivate it,
ONLY THEN CAN YOU EAT OF THE FRUIT AND SO PASS UPWARD UNHINDERED THROUGH THE
SECOND OF THE SEVEN GATES. AND I HEARD THE VOICE OF IGNORANCE CALL TO ME, BUT I
KNEW HIM NOT, (sm - "Im just human" what does that mean? a conspiracy to get you to believe that jw - it is avoiding responsibility, self-centered, and defensive AND SO MY SOUL DID THUS UNCHALLENGED.
jw-interesting we have judgments like unworthy, and ascending upward
42:8 THEN MY MASTER SHOWED ME THE THIRD GREAT BOUGH, WHICH BEARS THE FRUIT OF
HONOR jw - recognition of mastery, deference AND HUMILITY. ONLY WHEN FREE OF ALL DUPLICITY jw-falseness AND ARROGANCE sm-if something comes up you dont get hooked by it MAY YOU PARTAKE sm - the words make it so clear it speaks to the subconscious (makes 42:4 this very clear.)
OF ITS NOURISHMENT. AND ARROGANCE CALLED TO ME, SAYING, ‘YOU ARE NOT WORTHY, jw she is being judged as less than but does not honor arrogance GO
BACK.’ sm says she doesnt make many demands on her students but this she asks them to never use worthy, the term BUT MY SOUL WAS DEAF TO HIM, jw - she followed her spirit, her soul not considering (self) judgments AND SO MOVED ONWARD AND UPWARD INTO INCREASING sm look up Arcon (sic) Archon is Lord
LIGHT.(jw - the steps are providing an incremental or gradual increase in capacity to handle the Truth, the light) sm-yeshua told her she has to leave the world
42:9 AND THEN THERE CAME THE FOURTH BOUGH, BLOSSOMING WITH THE FRUIT OF STRENGTH
AND COURAGE. AND I HEARD HIM TELL ME THAT TO EAT OF THIS FRUIT, YOU MUST HAVE FREED
YOURSELF FROM THE WEAKNESS OF THE FLESH jw-temptations, desires, addictions AND CONFRONTED AND CONQUERED THE
ILLUSION OF YOUR FEARS. AND THE MASTER OF THE WORLD STOOD BEORE ME AND CLAIMED ME
AS HIS OWN, BUT I DENIED HIM AND HE HAD NO PART OF ME.
42:10 ONLY THEN, MY MASTER TOLD ME, WHEN YOU HAVE REJECTED THE DECEIVER, CAN YOU
PASS THROUGH THE HARDEST GATE OF ALL, TO ATTAIN THE FIFTH BOUGH sm calls it 5 sttages of humanity AND THE FRUIT OF
CLARITY AND TRUTH. (Yeshua is teaching her all of this) ONLY THEN WILL YOU KNOW THE CLARITY AND TRUTH OF YOUR SOUL AND,
KNOWING YOURSELF FOR THE FIRST TIME, UNDERSTAND THAT YOU ARE A CHILD OF THE LIVING
SPIRIT. AND AS MY SOUL MOVED UPWARD, I REALIZED THAT I COULD NO LONGER HEAR THE
VOICE OF THE WORLD, AS ALL HAD BECOME AS SILENCE. jw still going beyond this level of awakening into emptiness, silence - empty awareness/clarity?
sm - am I worthy? should never be discussed. the answer is always NO, there is always something else you can do, never take that pain and punishment. Its arrogant to ask the question. jw - goes to the primeval matter of looking back of embodied reality...
sm - am I worthy? should never be discussed. the answer is always NO, there is always something else you can do, never take that pain and punishment. Its arrogant to ask the question. jw - goes to the primeval matter of looking back of embodied reality...
42:11 THEN IN THE LIGHT ABOVE, I SAW THE SIXTH BOUGH, THE ONE THAT BORE THE FRUIT OF
POWER AND HEALING. MY MASTER TOLD ME THAT WHEN YOU TRULY HAVE EATEN OF THE FRUIT
OF THE CLARITY AND TRUTH OF YOURSELF, THEN COULD YOU PARTAKE OF THE FRUIT OF POWER
AND HEALING, THE POWER TO HEAL YOUR OWN SOUL jw - an energy, the life force, unity, love? AND THEREBY MAKE IT READY TO ASCEND sm - u recog the soul is never damaged, one is in integrity with self
TO THE SEVENTH BOUGH, WHERE IT WILL BE FILLED BY THE FRUITS OF LIGHT AND GOODNESS.
another aspect of truth? can we ask and answer these questions together? the final choice to be turned away from the dark path, the negative or self-serving?
42:12 AND I SAW MY SOUL, NOW FREE OF ALL DARKNESS, ASCEND AGAIN TO BE FILLED WITH THE
LIGHT AND GOODNESS THAT IS THE SPIRIT. AND I WAS FILLED WITH A FIERCE JOY AS MY SOUL
TURNED TO FIRE AND FLEW UPWARDS IN THE FLAMES FROM WHENCE MY MASTER SHOWED ME
THE EIGHTH AND FINAL BOUGH, UPON WHICH BURNED THE FRUIT OF THE GRACE AND BEAUTY OF sm - almost too deep to talk about - she is not going to - asks students to read this again and again
jw - burned is symbolic of all illusion recognized as non-existent-all is unreal
THE SPIRIT. jw - the great heart - all about it - the creation of the universe from the infinite potential arising from the unknown
SM read a couple of students letters reacting to this teaching.
SM read a couple of students letters reacting to this teaching.
42:13 AND I FELT MY SOUL AND ALL THAT I COULD SEE DISSOLVE AND VANISH IN A BRILLIANT
LIGHT IN A LIKENESS UNTO THE SUN. AND IN THE LIGHT, I BEHELD A WOMAN OF EXTRAORDINARY
BEAUTY, CLOTHED IN GARMENTS OF BRILLIANT WHITE. THE FIGURE EXTENDED ITS ARMS, AND I
FELT MY SOUL DRAWN INTO ITS EMBRACE, AND IN THAT MOMENT I WAS FREED FROM THE WORLD,
AND I REALIZED THAT THE FETTER OF FORGETFULNESS WAS TEMPORARY. jw - she had been veiled, but recognized the beginninglessness of the awakeness sm - it was only forgetfulness making it temporary FROM NOW ON, I
SHALL REST THROUGH THE COURSE OF THE TIME OF THE AGE IN SILENCE. jw - she realized the vast silence beyond words, unsupported by mind AND THEN, AS IF FROM
A GREAT DISTANCE, jw - she was alone yet freed, and complete I HEARD THE VOICE OF MY MASTER TELL ME, sm- she listens to the voice of her master but she is resting in silence, more the deep cosmic peace which is demonstrative of who we truly are ‘MIRYAM, WHOM I HAVE
CALLED THE MIGDALAH, sm-amygdala -thinks it is a gland (emotional limbic frontal cortex but a means b4, could be pineal) NOW YOU HAVE SEEN THE ALL, AND HAVE KNOWN THE TRUTH OF YOUR
SELF; THE TRUTH THAT IS I AM. sm everyone recogs the great I Am NOW YOU HAVE BECOME THE COMPLETION OF COMPLETIONS.’ sm no one becomes what they already are - might b a mistranslation
thinks she has cognized, recognized, etc
AND THUS THE VISION ENDED.jw - self as all,
42:14 THIS IS WHAT MY MASTER HAS TOLD AND SHOWN ME. AND ONLY FROM THE TRUTH I TELL
YOU, THAT ALL THAT I HAVE REVEALED TO YOU IS TRUE.” jw- conflicts with Buddha telling of truth?
42:15 WHEN THE MIGDALAH jw psychic center? HAD TOLD OF ALL THAT YESHUA HAD SAID AND DONE, SHE FELL sm keeps refering to 42:4
SILENT, SINCE IT WAS IN THAT SILENCE THAT YESHUA HAD SPOKEN WITH HER AND REVEALED
THESE TRUTHS.
This translation of the Dead Sea Scroll,s ‘Gospel of the Beloved Companion’ is by Jehanne de Quillan.
The passages from 42:2 to 42:15 of the Dead Sea Scroll ‘Gospel of the Beloved Companion’ document is used here
for educational purposes under the copy right fair use guidelines and laws.
The painting of Mary Magdalena is by Gheorghe
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